I really need to stop it. I made a choice, I’m sticking to it. Who knows, it may come and bite me in the ass one day, but this is what I want. I still love him, how could I not? He never did anything wrong.
I believe that a person will have two loves in their lives: their first love and there true love. Granted, in some cases the two types of loves are the same person, but you never know if your first love is your true love, until you find out.
Life moves on. Never easy, but it does move on.